M

Dear M,
I have a very weird feeling this one night.
I talked about you with a roommate.
I cannot sleep that night.
It was on 22nd of September as I can recall.
I was being too lazy that night.
I could not do anything.
I just keep on having this weird feeling.
I don't know this feeling irritate me.
I get annoyed, and frustrated out of sudden.
Yet we talked about you though.
Somehow, it made me feels a little bit better.
The night seems so early.
I got in bed and I kept wondering.
Where are you now?
What are you doing?
Are you finding a job already?
Are you asleep already?
Too bad I could not reach you, and nothing no more.

23rd September, I had class in the morning.
I was trying to just go and attend it.
I came smiling into the class and.
A friend approached and told me, that i might get a good news.
I was expecting its about you, but I don't like overreact.
I calm myself.
I asked my friend to send me the news instead of telling me.
I read.
and laughed.

25th September, I had a very long day.
I had class on 9am.
Class cancelled, and I got to have lunch in Cedo
The ocean looks nice.
Its so blue, and I felt blue too.
Got on my nerve, I laughed a lot there.
Talked with friends on lots of topics.
Literally, non-stop laughing out of everything.
You are in the topic too.
I guess I could just hold breath and smile.
Then, I had lab session for 3 hours.
Exhausted but thank god we finished earlier.
Three experiments were completed.
So, I thought I might need to go home.
Then, N asked if I want to join to library?
Easy peasy, ok I said.

It was almost 19.
We talked a lot in library.
Doing almost nothing.
Yet we did try to do something.
From 16,  we tried staying until 19.
We managed though.
I did go there to find a book.
and somehow.

Dear, maybe that was a sign from the weird feeling i had.
I don't know but no more anymore right.
Supposed to be the same lie.
I AM SURE.

Fictional for me might be a reality for you, and reality for you might be a fictional for me.

--You might found this kind of story a reality buddy, if you experience it. Yet its a fictional for me--

Its been a while

np// punchnello-Balcony
:

It was dark,
The night seems darker,
Its unusual.

At this hour,
I wonder, am I happy?
Well, couldn't find the answer for that,
can anyone actually did it?

np// CIKI-Syndrome

Its almost the end,
I have no more to be a part of it,
No idea if thats a good decision,
No idea what will they think of it,
Wait...
Did I just wonder on what people think?
Ok stop!

np// Rheehab-Peach(ft. Nason, Ripely)

I think I forgot your face,
I think the heart seems forget the feeling too,
Well, well,
Did I just do well?
Well, well,
I don't know baby.

Is it okay to say this?
I don't think its that hard,
to actually get over you, especially
when you are not around.
what a relief dude!

np// Giriboy-졸럽(ft. 죠지)(prod. C#000000)

"see you tomorrow"
How I wish someone might tell me this,
Too good no one ever,
Its not that bad though,
Lonely, alone, that is it.
No more anyone,
No more ...
끝!

BEWARE!
You might get addict to that;

WHAT?
that is alone.

np// Eptend-Neverland

I do woke up,
Once in your arm,
It felt good and I refuse to wake up.
I do woke up,
Now with no one,
It feels empty yet still refuse to wake up.
Let me just stay on this bed,
Let me just be with myself,
Let me just die.
In the morning, there is no more you.

np// 고영광xo!ntment-Ride(ft. Bumby, Lay.bn)

The car looks fancy,
Is it yours, can I ride in it too?
The bike is crazy,
Is it yours, can I be on it too?
 ------------------------------------------------
Nope, nope, nope,
Don's speak it out,
Don't be that.
Stay silent, stay with yourself,
Put it still in heart, and go away.
Leave!

np// Billie Acoustie, Yoon Sanha-Without knowing it all
:

This is not me, I don't like this,
You might think I like it,
but, for real, I am not
So, can we just skip to another one,
Or, should we just endure this,
Hold it and write it
That is all i guess.

LA FIN.